just another wednesday…

another wednesday nobody answers the phone. is it realy so hard to try to talk with me for few minutes once a week?

I don’t know if it’s your mother or you, who don’t pick up the phone, actually, you are old enough to make your own choices. sad, this is what you choose…

there is a present I’m sure you’ll like that awaits for you at the Rabbis’  office. I pretty sure you’ll like it. Rabbi Lazar invited you last week (maybe your mother didn’t tell you.) but you didn’t show up.

you know, although the dificulties, I whant to try to arrange a visit in moscow soon. but actually, I really don’t know if there is a point on doing this according to the fact you don’t even bother talking to me once a week for a few minutes…

I hope you had a nice birthday last week. I hope some day you will grow up and start thinking for yourself…  you realy dont need to be your mother no. 2, one is enough…

start looking for the truth!  you realy don’t wont to know it?? the internet is full with information, no one can hide from you. you just have to whant…

just another sad frustrating wednesday…

always await for you, my dearest Lilach.

aba